Monday, June 22, 2009

LOST

I CANT FIND MY INTERNAL SELF IM LOST WITH NO CAUSE AND NO PURPOSE I CAN SMELL THE FIRE IN MY MIND WHILE MY HEART POUNDS FOR LOVE I STILL FEEL LOST' '

MY HEART LOVE WHEN IT RAIN'S BEING SPIRED BY NATURE IS MY ONLY CAUSE OF LIVING I FEEL THE PAIN DEEP IN MY SOUL WONDERING HOW DID I BECOME SO LOST IN MY MIND. MY MIND IS HOLDING ME HOSTAGE FOR REASONS I DONT KNOW, I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A TEST FOR ME TO OVERCOME THE PAIN SHE CAUSE ME AS A CHILD I STILL DONT KNOW WHO I AM. FEELING LOST IS THE ONLY THING I KNOW . IM SCARED TO KNOW THE REAL ME BECAUSE THE PAIN I HAVE IS IN MY EYES I STILL FEEL LIKE THAT LITTLE GIRL IN THAT DARK ROOM ....NOW I HAVE TO FACE THE WORLD AND PUT MY PAIN AND THE LACK OF A MOTHER FIGURE A SIDE IN MY LIFE AND PERSUADE MY MIND TO LET ME LIVE ..................NO MORE OF FEELING LOST.STILL NOT KNOWING WHO I AM IS GOOD FOR ME BECAUSE I KNOW IM NOT HER AND I NEVER WILL BE

WHAT IS POERTY

POERTY IS WHEN THE WIND BLOWS AND THE LEAVES FALL. IT'S WHEN YOU CAN SMELL THE RAIN DROPS AND IT GIVES YOU A SOFT FEELING INSIDE IT MAKE'S ME FEEL WARM WHEN IM COLD INSIDE.

IT'S LOVE ,LUST,LIFE,DEATH,PAIN,STRENGH IT'S WHEN YOU NOTHING ELSE LEFT BUT THE SOUND OF YOUR OWN MIND IT'S THE HEART IN THE BODY IT'S THE INVISBLE SOUL IT'S SEX ON A RAINLY DAY WITH CANDLES AND A WARM FIRE


I CAN'T DO WITHOUT IT........... WAIT IT CANT DO WITHOUT ME BECAUSE I AM POERTY

Sunday, June 21, 2009

PHIALDELPHIA BEST DRESS

IM PHILADELPHIA BEST CAUSE YOU MAKE IT....LOL........HONEST THERE NO THAT CAN DRESS LIKE ME LIKE IF SHAKEPHERE COULD MAKE A WALKING PIECE OF POERTY
IT WOULD BE ME........IM A WALKING POEM SO THAT'S WHY I PHILADELPHIA BEST DRESS AND PLUS I BEEN SETTING TRENDS FOR A LONG TIME LIKE THE THINGS PPL R DOIN 2 DAY I DID IT ALREADY SO IT'S ONLY RIGHT FOR ME TO SAY IT ........AND PLUS I CAN BACK IT UP.............................FOR MORE OF MY BLOG DO TO MY MYSPACE AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/PHILA_BEST_DRESS.......PEACE ..........:)))

FACT ABOUT ME LOVE IT OR HATE IT

WAT UP NAME BE SHANEIL AKA PHILADELPHIA BEST DRESS BIGGEST EGO IN THE WORLD.
LOVE ART,MUSIC,AND FASHION. 17 DRESS GAME IS CRAZY LOVE GIRLS WITH BIG LIPS AND FAT ASSES WITH CUTE FACES AND KNOW HOW TO DRESS.
ANY WAY THE GIRL DO BE GAY BUT RIGHT NOW IM DATING GUYS. I DO WATCH PORN FROM TIME TO TIME IM JUST KEEPIN IT REALLY REAL SO WHEN PPL READ MY BLOG THEY CAN RELATE. I GOT DIFFERANT SIDES TO ME I LIKE TO TRY NEW THINGS AND I LOVE MEETING NEW PPL.DO BE A VIRGEN IM LIKE THE ONLY GAY VIGEN OUT HERE IT'S KINDA WEIRD LOL HIT UP ON MYSPACE AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/PHILA_BEST_DRESS OR JUST GOOGLE ME. ANY YOU ASK ANYONE TO DESCRIBE ME THEY WOULD SAY SHANEIL IS A LIITLE BIT OF KANYE WEST AND MALCOM X AND MYBE LITTLE BIT OF EVERTHING LOL.

BUT SOME SOME LOVE AND RESPECT...............:))) PEACE